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Representation

I feel like acting, I feel like an 'actress'. Actors bring fictional people to life, people who only exist in the imagination of the people who create them, who imagine them. I feel like an actress because I feel that in my daily life I demonstrate someone I'm not. Someone happy and happy, resigned to life and with enormous peace of mind. But actually, I'm not like that, not right now. Inside I feel sad, crumbling, I feel emptiness, it feels like I've lost a part of me. In my daily life, transmitting my smile, my 'joy', I feel that I am not being true to people, that I am deceiving them and deceiving myself. I don't feel comfortable playing this role. I don't know how to face the world, fibromyalgia changed my life. outsiders see me smiling, they see the same Beatriz I was, but I don't think I'm that person anymore. I just play that role, and unlike professional actors who have a salary paid in cash, my salary is a dose of sadness for playing this person I miss so much.

26 ноября 2021 г. 22:15 0 Отчет Добавить Подписаться
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