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Over thinking is lethal, and right now, negative thoughts have been choking me to death -- slowly making its way through my whole being.

I cannot think anything right now except my mind is telling me to abandon my own 'sweet self' to darkness and just sink back into oblivion.

The void from many years was never diminished rather, is continuously hovering in a vast space of my head.

I am feeling weak. I have these monsters inhabiting from inside of me, telling me to;

"Hey, why not to snatch the fuck out your head to finally end your suffering?

Why not?

The thought was very convincing to me and the chances I see to do it is growing and growing and growing and growing everyday, until I finally given up.


HOPEFULLY not. I pray to have more courage so that I would not fall myself into this trap. But with all the luck, I'm literally shaking right now because it is hitting me up again in a snap.

It is even more depressing because my mental health status is making me feel that I don't deserve to be happy neither I deserve to live.
I am becoming more aware that my condition has gotten me worse and I say that it is threatening me so much now than It was before.

I cannot tell wether my pain will keep me alive or will soon end all my woes.

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