Relationship handicap Suivre l’histoire

I don’t know if I can even believe you anymore! I know you know I see you! I can no longer ignore all this shit I feel at my core! I’ve had enough of picking myself and my feelings up off the floor…

You Can’t be trusted! Your reckless behavior has me disgusted!

And you wanna blame me because You’re always getting busted!?

You’ve made me feel so many things I myself can't even explain, putting it simple your actions have been stupid and absolutely lame! Tell me something, Was this all just a set up so you always have someone to blame? I mean after all the shit you’ve done! You continue fanning that fucking flame as if you feel absolutely no shame…

I am so unequivocally over feeling so Goddamn insane…

Nothing is ever new a little different but ALWAYS still the same! everything you have said and done is in clear view.. Duplicated stories chalked full of triggers, nightmares and lies, this shit is never going to change! Empty promises you never planned to maintain, fake tears begging me to stay, it's like driving in the Same direction over and over day after day...

with the destination still unknown, speeding while switching lane’s with no restraint!

Another fucked up year comparable to the last, it's almost like time stopped leaving me frozen and trapped...

Lost in this cycle of turnarounds and detours courtesy of our shitty past… I never asked or agreed to this relationship handicap!

RJW 2022