Twinless Twin Talk
The day life turned upside down I remember my mum dad and brother walking in my house
Hopeing for Leonie to come in behind them.But she didn’t
mum's Voice broke trembling as she said the words She’s gone
tears rolling down her cheeks.
I saw her Hart braking into a million pieces
i couldn’t move I couldn’t speak. I just felt numb.
I couldn't believe what they were telling me. I couldn’t take it in.
I never, ever thought this could happen. I hoped Leonie would walk in the House saying got ya kirsty
. But she didn’t
As the realisation kicked in that this was real and she was dead.
My identical twin sister Leonie died when we we're 25
now she is far from me and it doesn't feel right.
In myself I always feel empty like something is missing from my thoughts and my personality.
My life alone living without my twin sister sometimes feels wrong
it wasn’t soposed to be this way
I wish I could explain how I feel when I think of Leonie.
It‘s so hard at times I can't get her off my mind
thinking of our life’s together we have so many memories
pictures slide show slowly through my mind
from my first ever memory of us to our last
I miss her so much…
since she died i suffer with mental illnesses… I have depression and anxiety.
I feel so lonely without her and misunderstood.
It‘s a fact that I will never have a deep connection like ours with anyone again
To understand one another in a way no-one could compare.
Without saying a word Angels came and effortlessly took her to the top of the beautiful golden steps of heaven and my life changed forever.
· She comes to see me in in my dreams sometimes it feels so real when I wake up she's gone.
i know not everyone believes in after life I never used to
Leonie is around I no she is I know We don’t die
we just vacate our body!
I know we will be together again someday
Merci pour la lecture!