Why do I feel so blind,
Rushing out my way just so I don’t lose time
Keeping a steady pace can make you forget
About all the shit that you haven’t yet gripped
Watching from the sidelines since I was a dope kid
Could see the vision of my fortune that I could’ve missed
But know I’m stern focused on copping my own cents
Just because im hell bound don’t mean im heaven sent
Never hocus, always focus, my mind is always in pocus
Smoking the ashes
Seeing my past bliss turn into madness
All cause the chemicals making me manic
I’m feeling absent
Im losing my shit
I cant keep hoping
That one day my gates to whatever will open
I really gotta confess
I done failed the test
I feel all the stress
I know you hate me, I hear it under your breath
I try to intercept
But now I cant help, for the fact that I am just a real crazed
Out of control
Can’t even fathom who deals with me at home,
Especially when I’m manic while she out on the road
All the partying has been reaching to a story that has been re-told
All the excuses I said and the stories I sold
Never thought you be the one to make more bold
So warm hearted yet you make me feel cold
I know I talk too little so here we F###ing go
Another poem in my spoke
After you read this you might wanna smoke
After all of the things that I used to write but now its switched to wrote
Starting to believe I still have a soul
Even though I sold it for gold
Never knew how my story would be told
Aw damn another missed note, everything looks so close.
Wanted to be that shinning bit of hope
Guess my emotions got in way too deep
All over the bay, hitting up every street
After the party finding something to eat
Smoking up a stogg with some coffee
That’s a great way to start my speech
Matter fact the way I start my eats
Fading to black after I get full
You swear your momma didn’t raise no fool
So why did it take you so long to choose?
Running away was a great place to think
Not looking back as everything starts to sink
Wondering if I am the real or just another fake thing
Or maybe a crazy kid thinking he’s a heartless king
Not even a valiant royalty
The deman’s destroying me
The white light above have turned into a beacon of authority
And all that shit could mean nothing more to me,
The madness, the mad gasms of this trag-addict
Running out of tricks, gotta find some new magic
Why do I stay blind to what’s in front of me?
The ways of a reject that wrecked all the people who valued his respect
Nothing. Nothing left, I got no pep in my step
Or bounce when I walk
Million different voices outlined in chalk
No faces but their sound still stalks
Lingering tears never happen to appear
Don’t take a genius to know when troubles near
Here comes the drinks, are we ready to cheers?
How many of us is the same than they was since the new year?
Is this a true fear?
That someday you friends wont come near
Over to the pad that you share
With you mama and baby bear
Cant believe ive been in the blind spot
Stuck in the rear
Hoping my beer goggles can hide these anxiety tears
Fuck looking weird!
I spent about 10 plus years to see my words shine real clear
Up in the wind I can see it happened
That dark cloud approaching has finally took a descend
As I gaze up at the sky with a bright grin
I knew I had been gone within the sin
Cause my eyes started to strain and my face had a squint
Never thought my awakening would be such a light tint
The life that has sided my sight is a fire that ignites
And so goes my fight.
Merci pour la lecture!
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