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Which one am I?

I know that everyone has problems and that everyone has their own issues, trauma and fucked up shit in life that they deal with. I'm just trying to understand mine. I am trying to understand how I became the person I look at everyday in the mirror and why I constantly question everything about me.

So let me start by explaining the title "The Accident and the Mistake" I literally grew up being told those words. My mom was only 17 when she got pregnant with my brother and then 4 short years later discovered she was pregnant with me, which she was in complete denial about. Somewhere along the line it became an inside joke with the family that my brother was an accident and I was a mistake because my mom didn't want to be 21 and have 2 kids.

Now I don't know everything but I do know if you take some precautions that wouldn't be an issue, yes I know shit happens but that was not the case.

I am 37 now and i can't help but wonder if constantly being told this is one of the reasons why I am the way that I am.

Jan. 24, 2022, 11:04 a.m. 0 Report Embed Follow story
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