It was quite a heavy burden
I put on you two
Trying to stay afloat until the day
It seemed I gave up on you
We were all broken and shattered
I wasn’t as strong When it really mattered
I swear I never gave up I just didn’t know
What I was doing to my psychie
Never forgive myself, for being that weak!
It was the two of you pulling me through the days
Until I got so high, I fell and severed most of my fathering ways
Nerve to tell y’all to behave and I lay in bed
Blocked out the windows looking to escape!
Your Dads a fake! Selfish, prideful and full of hate!
Couldn’t let go of my past (your mom) long enough to seize the day
Seeing clearly now, afraid I’m too lost for y’all to claim me as found
But I swear before God I’ll always be here!
I’ll never go too far away, maybe one day you’ll let me in…..
until then I’ll be here throughout, helping when I can!
I don’t deserve your forgiveness, but for life I’ll stand here with arms wide open.
So Gavin and Kate I know I sealed my fate!
Don’t worry about a thing, I’ll keep the enemies from your gates
No more anger I’ve killed the hate!
No hidden agenda no time left to waste!
I’ll make the best of my fathering days
Even if it means loving from here, love you both!
With my all and with my everything!!!!!
WITH MY ALL AND WITH MY EVERYTHING!!!!
Thank you for reading!