Have you ever felt alone even when you're not lonely? Or perhaps, have you felt like doing nothing for a whole day when you have so many things to do? You don't feel sad, yet you feel empty. Your mind tells you to smile, yet your mouth cannot even make a twitch. It makes you wonder what's wrong with you, but really, there is just a part of you that likes to shut down, away from everything, away from the world. Just sleep it all away, forget about today, and wake up fully recharged the next day.6 December 04, 2022, 08:12 7
"I envy you for having so much courage. But I guess, that is normal. You have loved ones, but I do not. There is no reason for me to continue my life. My parents abandoned me and both of them have their own families. They are happy without me. I have no friends. I have no one. I'm alone. I'm miserable. I even wonder why I'm alive when I'm just a little shit. I'm so pathetic I'm even crying right now." — Novi#microdialoguing #Part5of10 3 December 03, 2022, 23:49 3
"I'll set you and Novi free. I'll surrender to the police. But before that, I want to thank you for making me realize that I am not a bad person. I finally snapped out of my darkest memory. I am a doctor and I was a husband. I'm grateful that you two were my first victim, almost. This is my first attempt doing this crime, you see. And it's such a relief that it didn't go well. Thank you." — Octo4 November 30, 2022, 13:44 0
"Yes. You're right about the last part. As for your wife, she must've fought the hardest for you. Unfortunately, being a fighter doesn't always mean you can pass through a tough situation, sometimes, you'll have to throw in the towel. We have to know when to fight or when to surrender. Your wife must've thought she had to do the latter. But, don't blame yourself, you just did what you thought you had to do. You're a doctor, after all. And you're also her husband, you loved her very much." — Jen#microdialoguing #Part10of10 3 November 29, 2022, 10:11 0
"If only I was skillful enough that time, maybe my wife would've fought harder like you, Jen. She had me but she wanted to give up. She felt like I was torturing her when I only did my best to keep her alive. She died, and the last thing she said she wished I should've killed her, instead. I thought killing my patients like you would be me saving you. But I guess, I was wrong. There are people like you who'd fight 'til the end and there are also people who'd just accept their very end." — Octo#microdialoguing #Part9of10 4 November 29, 2022, 10:10 0
"Doc, I want you to stop, please. Thanks. Jen, do you really think I can find my reason as you did? Do you know how it's ironic how I felt happy for the first time in a long time? We're strangers but you seemed to be really worried about me. This is the first time that someone showed that to me and I feel like breaking down just by how that made me happy. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I'll be the happiest person alive to have you as my family." — Novi#microdialoguing #Part8of10 2 November 28, 2022, 11:08 0
"No! Stop it! Don't do it! Novi, if you die now, you won't be able to find a reason. Yes, I know it's hard, I've been there. You must've been through a lot, but that only means you are strong! If you keep living, you will someday find that reason. I know it won't be easy, and it's easier said than done, but trust me, you will find it. Just like how I found mine when I was on the verge of taking my own life. Until then, I'll be your family, if that's okay with you." — Jen#microdialoguing #Part7of10 2 November 27, 2022, 12:25 0
"That was a depressing story that even I wanted to cry. I'm happy that I can be of help to you, Novi. This syringe you see that I'm holding right now contains anesthesia. Your death will be painless. You will sleep peacefully like a child in a mother's arms. I'm so happy for you. Are you ready?" — Octo#microdialoguing #Part6of10 3 November 26, 2022, 11:32 0
"Why are you doing this? You are supposed to save life not to take one! My life has just begun! I was finally out of my misery! I am not ill anymore, and that is because of you! So, why would you save me in the first place if you're just going to kill me after? Is this some kind of torture? I beg you to please let me go. Please...don't take the happiness that I have finally obtained. Please, I'm begging you." — Jen#part1of10 #microdialoguing 5 November 24, 2022, 10:51 0
"Just let her suffer while striving for her life. She won't last long, anyway. Just take mine and you won't hear me beg for my life. That's how worthless my existence is. No one will worry when I'm harmed. No one will find me when I'm missing. And no one will even notice when I'm gone. It's ridiculous, right? How I want to throw away my life while that woman would do anything to live. I guess this is just me, being a nobody." — Novi#microdialoguing #part2of10 6 November 24, 2022, 10:51 0
"Oh, Jen, did you know that letting you live is rather a torture? You can't be sure that you won't be sick again. Remember when I told you that there is no guarantee that cancer won't come back? Why would you live in fear when I can just end your false hope and suffering? Look at that girl, Novi, she is physically healthy, but you can see that her pain is coming from deep in her soul that she would rather die. So, I brought both of you here to do you a favor. I'll be your savior." — Octo#microdialoguing #part3of10 5 November 24, 2022, 10:51 0
"Ha! You're crazy! That's not saving, that's killing! You don't have the right to decide whether we live or die! But, yes, you're right, there's no guarantee that I won't be sick again, but at least, I'll die without regrets. I'll keep fighting as long as I see the light! Then I could say at least I tried. I believe in miracles. This is not a false hope, this is courage. I can't leave my loved ones behind. I can't die, yet, and you will not kill either me or that girl." — Jen#microdialoguing #part4of10 7 November 24, 2022, 10:50 0
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