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Talking to myself again;

fighting this war behind your goddamn invisible doors;

nothing is ever gonna change;

you will always leave me crying on the floor…

it’s such a shame, although I really don't think your only one to blame, I still refuse to be the only one to own up or take responsibility…

So seriously no more excuses I’ve heard them all before…

I feel like we have hit a very large wall, or an extremely tall cliff; baby I feel like we’re about to fall….

This is it!

No more time to stall, we're to old for this shit, and it’s all to much, I think we may need a recall…

I allowed you to act this way all because I loved you and just wanted you to stay…

A ridiculously stupid game I no longer wish to play…

I've flipped the bored, I've turned off the controller, I’ve cut the cord… no more lives left, I am dropping my sword…

Our future has become something I can’t even recognize anymore!

An illusion, a mirage, or a beautiful dream I once had that I can’t get back to…

I can’t find what we had, I've lost a part of me trying to figure out what "we" even means to you...

what it’s even all been for?…

I am afraid all that’s left is buried under so much guilt and regret neither one of us could ever forget…

RJW 2021