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Most times I really have difficulty telling the truth about how I feel so... Hear it goes

Most of the time most days I feel nothing I don’t feel anything it’s just so boring I wake up and I think again really I have to do this again and really what I don’t understand is how come everybody else isn’t screwed with boredom two. I just try to findways just to feel something more and more and more.. but it doesn’t make any difference no matter what I do I don’t feel anything. I hurt myself it doesn’t hurt I buy what I want I don’t want it. I do what I like I don’t like it I’m just so fucking bored...